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[Dez. 6., 2004|06:54 pm] |
sometimes you wonder if people stop looking
at you then you would become non existant
if your brain would turn dark and move to a far away land
you would have no control on what you feel anymore
people could not hurt you
Because i am afraid
the dark that i see when i open a closet
the only sound i hear are cars passing
and every now and then bang
when the bang starts my heart stops, once my heart stops my brain decides to start moving
thinking about the knife that i hid in the dishes
or how loud i could scream
but i know when i scream nothing would come
i would just take it
the way i just take everything
now i am afraid
i hear footsteps
dragging
finally i am dead
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